July 20, 2004 - Thoughts

Current mood of Entaeyen: pissed off. Quite frankly, I'm sick and tired of keeping my mouth shut. I'm tired of holding inside everything I need to say, everything I'm thinking and everything I feel. I've done it for to many years now. In a world where sexual deviants with no morals have more rights than I do, I'm pretty pissed. I'm so tired of hearing that "oh, you're homophobic" or some other crap when I barely open my mouth. I'm tired of living in a world where I'm more of a threat than some guy walking on a bus with a bomb ready to blow himself up for his false God. Tell me please, who have I ever hurt? Emotionally, a few.. physically, no one. I've been attacked, but they're the victims. For the record, I am not homophobic. Try picking up a Bible and reading it, and then you might understand why I'm against them. Make that a King James Bible. Not the new crap they're putting out there, where they make John the Baptist into John the Dipper.. way to make him sound like a druggie. What I love about the whole situation is that if you actually read the Bible, you know that it says that you're not supposed to change what has been written. I suppose that's the devils work being done. Oh, forgive me. I just realized that I've said the G word and the B word, and that's no longer allowed. Oh how interesting. I just noticed a pattern here... another G.B. that the liberals love to hear...
All I have to say is that its a good thing that, for the most part, I keep my mouth shut, because other wise everyone on the net would hate me.

July 20, 2004- Ideas
1. someone wake me up when Jesus comes out of the sky...
2. I think I'm becoming too candy coated. Vulahn may need let out of the box in my mind.


July 20, 2004 - Theories
I'm thinking that maybe I should start being schizoid, that way when it becomes a lifestyle choice in ten years, I'll be ahead of everyone else.
Then again, epilepsy has already gone past the stage where it was considered a mental illness, so maybe I'll just have to wait a few years until people start hitting their heads against the wall and whatnot and then I'll be considered a God because I was born with it.

Quote of the moment: "I will not apologize for scaring you... you are everything that's wrong with America!" ~ My Ruin, "Weightless"


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