Who Cares, Anyway?
Staring silently
Watching a straight line move
Just concentrating
On that single line
Trying not to hear
All the voices.
Laughing.
Sounding like fools.
But I am not here.
They only think I am
Crying inside
Trying not to show it
This is what happens
When I'm more mature,
When I am born
Three decades too late
They could never understand
They never even try
I'm mixed in a world
Of one of the last
When I was born
One of the middle
Or so I believe
They'll never understand
So as long as I'm with them
I'll never fit in.
Always a freak

Written October 17, 1996

Beauty Within Time
Now I see
The beauty of the land
But will I tomorrow?
Will I always see,
Will I always feel
The love that was
Given, passed on to me
Time changes all
My emotions, along with
All my surroundings
The beauty passed on
The phases of all
Tomorrow there is beauty
But is there today?

Written October 21, 1996

Everything changes
Here today,
Gone tomorrow
Where did you go?
And where did all
These new people
Come from?
Some other dimension?
Where did you go?
I want to leave too

Written October 21, 1996

Murder In The Shadows
I see him there, walking about the shadows
Does he realize what is there, can he see it?
The terrible death has struck again
Whispering something, but no one knows what
You can see her, crying, stunned and shocked
Her lover is gone, the reaper has come,
Taken him away, to the place
That she may never know.
A scream breaks the silence in the air
Another victim of this madman
She tries to escape, but she cannot
It seems to be impossible.
No one can hide from this terrible fiend.
Who will be next?
The eyes of a madman picks his next prey.
Why does he choose a killer?

Written October 29, 1996

All Is Well
Finally happy
After all this time
I was finally happy
Swallow this pill
I'm tired
I'm lonely
No longer happy
Someday I'll be
With my
One true love
The day the heavens
Shine from up above
The day all is calm
There is no more war
This is the day
I shall be with
My one and only
Truest to the heart
My lover
My best friend
Dream lover from
The seas
The day that
All is well.

Written November 7, 1996

Fading Love
My love for you, it used to be,
The greatest of them all
But as time goes, I feel it fade
As our distance increases somehow
No longer the one that means everything
But now there is no special one

Written December 4, 1996

I would cry one more time
I would die one more time
And if I kill tonight
And if I bleed tonight
It would be for you

Written December 6, 1996

Inamorata
All my dreams are lost at sea
I don't need to know what you think
My love holds my heart in a plastic cup
His hands hold me close, next to his chest
I hear those little beats that make me lose my breath
All I wanted and all I ever needed
Is right here with me
Standing with me
Breathing with me
He's loving me

Cryptic
I could never describe the way I feel
I could never say how I love you
So many thoughts going on inside my head
Is this real or is it just a fantasy?
So many things I want to say
But I don't know how to
All three of my eyes
My destiny they could never see
Look at me and read my face
Do you understand?

Supreme Domination
All the special people
Wrapped up in a box
My everlasting power
Wrapped up in a pearl
If you want to see them
I must take you there

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