To Britain With Love
Beauty Fiend
Stick It To Me
Heartsick
Sick With It
Blasphemous Girl
My Beautiful Flower
Masochrist
Sychophant
Hemorrhage
Rockstar
where do i begin
i remember the first night we met
it was 1996 at the splash club in London
and i had a huge crush on you
over the years i’ve grown to love you
for so many reasons
Manchester
Bristol
Exeter
and Nottingham
to name a few
you’ve watched me bleed
bruise
sweat
and scream
and you’ve never been afraid of me
i don’t blame you for what they’ve written about us
or our relationship
no one really understands it
not even me
i love it when that happens…
It's true...i've got demons inside me
and sometimes...they need to speak
my dark places...make me feel ugly
my lips are glossed but my heart is weak
i'm diseased
as seen on tv
please forgive me
for not being pretty
or sexy
but god never blessed me
here's what you'll find
next time you undress me...
Scars
wounds
i'm
bruised...
Watch me bleed
i'm your beauty
watch me bleed
beauty fiend
once again
without perfect teeth
i begin
the dream as i sleep
soon i've sinned
my skin is still thick
my mouth as always
is brutally honest
at my calmest
i'm tired of explaining
how it feels
to be exploited
and rated
number one, two or seventeen
fuck what they print in those damn magazines
scars
wounds
i'm
used...
Watch me bleed
i'm no beauty
watch me bleed
beauty queen
watch me bleed
i'm your beauty
watch me bleed
beauty fiend
stuck inside this mask of mine
there's no place for me to hide
won't you please come suck me dry
don't touch me
don't fucking touch me
don't touch me... Why?
Can't you see beyond my skin
size, my shape, my ass, my tits
i am not your pretty face
i'm just a girl
the girl you love to hate!!!
Watch me bleed
i'm no beauty
watch me bleed
beauty queen
watch me bleed
i'm the beauty
watch me bleed
beauty fiend
why can't you see beyond my skin
size, my shape, my ass, my tits
i am not your pretty face
i'm just a girl
the girl you love to hate!!!
Stuck inside this mask of mine
there's no place for me to hide
won't you please come suck me dry
don't
don't you fucking touch me...pig!
It doesn't matter what i say
doesn't matter what i do
i don't really give a fuck
about you
nowadays it's all fake
put some make up on your face
lookin like a fuckin chick
in lipstick
there is nothing here for me
dressed up in your new disease
hollywood is full of shit
don't ask me to sell my soul
i would rather be myself
you...do what you're told!
Stick it to me
i know you want to
stick it in me
you know you're going to
stick it to me
i know you want to
stick it in me
you know you're going to
take a picture if you need
while i bleed
what makes you think...
That you know me
dinner and an interview
but i'm not a fan of you
at least ... I tell the truth...
Damned if i do, damned if i don't
damned if i will ..... If i won't
stab me in the back
and buy me one more drink
suck my trust until i'm fucked
then you can say you fucked me!
Stick it to me
i know you want to
stick it in me
you know you're going to
stick it to me
i know you want to
stick it in me
you know you're going to
you're so sneaky
with your surprises
you're so sweet
underneath disguises
i can't wait
for you to criticize this
don't think i don't
know how big your knife is
stick it in me
i know you want to
stick it to me
you know your going to
stick it in me
i know you want to
stick it to me
you know your going to...
You don't know me like i know myself
and i will never tell
you don't know me like i know myself
you can go straight to hell!
Late night catechism speaks me to sleep
a lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast
i can't remember how i got my last scar
the bible tells us jesus...
Was a rockstar
a prayer under pressure
of violent anguish
a prayer under pressure
of violent anguish...
Early mourning exorcisms keep me awake
seven stars surround me as i burn like a saint
i can't remember why my knees are so sore
the bible tells us mary...
Was a whore
a prayer under pressure
of violent anguish
a prayer under pressure
of violent anguish...
There once was a girl and she suffered from sickness
mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses
tried to pretend it was all in her mind
but i know her voice...when i hear mine
god are you listening? I hear you in my room
as hot as the moon on the tenth day of june
there's no sleeping for me, i'm loosing my faith
love is not safe in a world filled with hate
heart sick
i'm sick
still sick
my heart is sick
Drunk with sin she sits in her skin,
Filled with anger fueled by liquer drowns in dreams
With no saviour from the truth none can save her
He is her own personal Jesus and he will not be her last
God wants a piece of her ass
God wants a piece of my ass...
I am...
a blasphemous girl
I am...
a blasphemous girl
I am...
a blasphemous girl
I am...
a blasphemous girl
Magnum mouthed I shoot to kill
You murder me with lies and guilt strangle me...
With tragic hands
God wants a piece of her ass
God wants a piece of my ass...
I am...
a blasphemous girl
I am...
a blasphemous girl
I am...
stab me...
like a stalker rape me...
like a hero stab me...
like a stalker rape me...
and be my hero bless me darling and I will forgive you
eloquent and full of grace you speak in tongues
behind my back a dry lung vocal martyr
I will suffer for my lover
I will suffer for his sins
I will suffer for my lover
I am suffering for him
torture me with timelessness
worship my first with every kiss
resurection of my pain drag me down our memory lane
introduce me to devotion
leave me numb with no emotion
stars surround you when I feel you
you look better when I cannot see...
you honesty...
looks good on you but liar should be your tattoo.
Sick
sick with disease
deny addiction down on my knees
feed my affliction scared to believe my own decisions
eager to please
distorted visions breathe life need life breath life keep life
lie and decieve with no emotion
false promises loss of devotion
scarred by deceit my self destruction
love obsolete live in disfunction breathe life need life breath life keep life
bleed life heal life feel life the sweet life is all i want...
can i bleed for the ritual?
Bleed for it got a need for the ritual can I breathe for the ritual?
Breathe for it.
Got a need for the ritual?
Sick with it.
Sick with it.
Sick with it, sick with it...
It's inside me I feel it growing nowhere to hide my anger's showing
[repeat chorus]
And on this dark night of my soul
I will continue to pray for us and try to remember only the good things...
the sweet life
Your mouth blooms like a cut sweet and full of sin
I prick myself on your thorns and I bleed within
your leaves fade to brown and I watch you die in my torture garden under black sunshine.
My beautiful flower
he loves me not he loves me he loves me not he loves me...
our love starts to spoil your lips bleed like a rose
underneath the soil is where the evil grows your petals start to fall and the weeds attack
in my torture garden the blue sky is black
my beautiful flower
he loves me not he loves me he loves me not he loves me
your mouth blooms like a cut sweet and full of sin
I prick myself on your thorns and I bleed within
my love starts to spoil your lips bleed like a rose
underneath the soil is where the evil grows I am earth...
you can feel me touch you hear me breath...
cos it's my air that loves you and I am fire...
you will feel me burn you come inside...
and I'll be water with you
he loves me not he loves me he loves me not he loves me
come to me
as christ redeemed
your make up hides your misanthrope
but i can see you're still diseased
get off your cross
get off your knees
dare i see the same in me
never thought that i could be
so you just lick your wounds
but it's too late
trust will lead you to your own fate
masochrist
what you sow is what you reap
you’re only sick as secrets that we keep
and what you use is what you’ll need
but i can’t stand to watch you bleed for me
forgive me father for i'm not clean
i'd rather be miss magdalene
your vaseline won't heal my demons
cause i don't talk to god
i'm screaming
dare i see the same in me
you never thought that i would be
but now I bruise my knees
rape my faith
scar myself with love and with hate
masochrist
what you sow is what you’ll reap
we’re only sick as secrets that we keep
what you use is what you’ll need
i can’t stand to watch you bleed for me
for me
for me
for me
for me
oh lord hear my prayer
you look like you are scared
i do what you taught me
it's your turn to watch me
oh lord hear my prayer
pull me by my black hair
stab me with your greed
it's my turn to bleed
what you sow is what you reap
we’re only sick as secrets that we keep
and what i use is what i need
so you stand to watch me as i bleed
i bleed
i bleed
i'm bleeding
for you
One two Freddy's commin' for you,
three four better lock your door,
five six grab your crucifix...
something wicked this way comes
premeditated evil numbs
cartoon kids crayola smiles
children of the korn fed styles
but I don't buy your lies
I see through your disguise
don't feel your screams or cries why? .....
I'm sick of looking so sick I can't,
I'm sick of the sycophant,
sick of listening so sick I can't,
I'm sick of the sycophant.
I see you brethless and deranged
a little girl who's acting strange
tryna scare us with your scream
but it's all routine
and all you do is take steal
and imitate you are what you create
you're fake!...
I barely recognise...
you in your new disguise
cosmetic covered eyes
just tell me why? Why? Why? Why?
You put the make-up on,
you take the make-up off
searching to be found
but you're so fuckin' lost....
Now the road to hell is paved with stones
and some of those are fakes and clones
counterfeits which suck and bleed us
wearin' fuckin' adidas but something just aint right,
no substance only hype
with faith you got the life that made you
rich and a punk ass bitch!....
Sick of you and anyone like you,
sometimes I think I've lost my mind...
or else this whole world's blind!
I stick my finger down
your thorat
explore my thoughts of murder
a journey through the human heart
dark places filled with terror
obsession lets me have my way
devotion makes you stay
this mercy seat you imitate
won't let you get away
in praise of him i pray
in praise of him i save
in praise of him i give
myself away...
Come kiss away my honesty
exploit me with your pain
learn to love this monster
you created in your name
confession lets you face your fear
redemption leaves a stain
the thought of me makes you so sick
there's nothing left to hate
in praise of him i pray...
In praise of him i save
in praise of him i give
myself away again
in praise of him i've prayed
in praise of him i'm saved
in praise of him i gave
myself away..
A different sort of suffering
i practice what i preach
aromathereputic death
can you still smell me speak
if violence is religion
then everyone's a star
it doesn't matter what you've done
only who you are
who you are
who you are yeah yeah...
Underneath
the hollywood cross
underneath this holy wood cross
my lover let me tie you down
hold your heart my hostage
i promise after i am through
your skin will still
taste salted
my mouth is not your enemy
my lips are not your friend
if we were still together
i would torture you again
in praise of him i pray
in praise of him i save
in praise of him i give...
Myself away...
In praise of him i've prayed
in praise of him i'm saved
in praise of him i hate
myself today
you never know what
you will find
until you look inside
i never knew what i
would find
and then i looked
inside...
Let me torture you again
torture you my friend
let me torture you again
torture you my friend
let me torture you again
like you torture me my friend
let me torture you again
torture you my friend
it never ends...
I feel
the skies open wide
see your blue eyes
when worlds collide
you're by my side
it's hard to lie
sometimes
i've cried...
Wished it was me
wished it was me who died...
I can see you in the sunshine
i feel you where i stand
i can see you in the bright lights
i feel you hold my hand
let your light surround me
in loving memory
let your love surround me
shine down on me
shine on me
something...so deep inside me
binds me with you...
Told me a secret
swore that i'd keep it
someday my friend
we'll meet again
so until then...
I'll keep our secret safe
i can see you in the moonlight
i feel you when i sleep
i can see you on those dark nights
i feel your arms around me
let your light surround me
in loving memory
let your love surround me
shine down on me
shine on me
rockstar...
We will always be bound
we will always be down
we will always be bound
we will always be down
i feel you when i scream your words
i am just a girl that hurts
feel me when i scream these words
i am just a girl that hurts
feel you when i scream your words
i am just a girl that hurts
feel me when i scream these words
i am just a girl that hurts...
I am just a girl that hurts
i am just a girl that hurts
i am just a girl that hurts
i am just a girl
that hurts